There’s Feathers, falling from the sky above
Stars dance, as My body falls
The pavement smells, of vinegar and freshly fallen rain
They told to me to let go, of the rock that holds me in my pain
A pebble in my heart
I am not a messiah today
I’m being watched
By the demons I cannot escape
I feel them now
A dark figure that caught my gaze
I’m watching myself now
The damp spreads, darkening my baggy jeans
How do I wake up ?
A nightmare, a reality I can’t release
Remembering them slowly, through the sweat stains on my sheets
Through my drool soaked screams,
I speak The stories that haunt me
Won’t you wake me up?
My finger’s twitching,
I remember what it was like, to hold someone’s hand
Oh my chest,
The rain can’t blur my vision enough
To stop me from seeing
The seizing, I’m feeling
Their steps echoing, to where I am
I’m right here
Can’t you hear me ?
The colours change you know
When there aren’t eyelids
To weigh your vision down
It’s not so bad here
I could almost fall asleep
But wasn’t I already ?
Dreaming, I thought.