If the world was ending you’d come over right ?

I sent you a song about the world ending

I hadn’t realized that it already had

Ended that is

They told me that when I died that it’d just simply go to black

But they used death like it was permanent

rather than a reoccurring patch

Conversations I find, are better had

Now with a mix of scotch and a cigarette in hand

Liquid life please, add some life to my eyes while I dream

Then this reminds me there’s still things for me to see

Though my mind is like ww3

With the falling of each shell ticking down the time I have left

I died with you when I said goodbye that winter morning

But this time it seems

Only temporarily I’ve faded to black

My world with you ended

Bumblebee

To create a world without you

Seems to be harder than I’d perceived.

😴

🐝🐝

THE WORLDxYOUxINSPIRE…Culd we all be friends ?

Tried rooting my beard

Seems youth seeds no longer grow

And now you can’t have nature

Without a credit cards flashy shows

La vie en rose

Is now a perfume everyone knows

I just wanna dream of you like sweat and soap

They say the land has eyes and the lashes tickle your feet

Please be kind it whispers…

As the wind blows garbage to a place your hand can meet

We all make mistakes

Simply for you to make up for them it seeks

I know you guys are friends

Introduce me to someone could you please ?

You corrupt my mind

But with you it ain’t free

To be with you indefinitely

A pretty penny I’d have to be

The world wants more

So in turn we need your friend

But you’re the only one that can help me

Like no else could even pretend

I crave your scent like soap and sweat

They say the land has eyes and the lashes tickle your feet

Please be kind it whispers…

As the wind blows garbage to a place your hand can meet

We all make mistakes

Simply for you to make up for them it seeks

I know you guys are friends

Introduce me to someone could you please ?

Philia 💜

Inspiration snatching me from sleep

Bleary eyed words fly through a pen from the cage of my sheets

Somedays everyone feels weak

Bleak like sun stained clothing hanging with the old sheets

But what if that were your treat ?

A cream pie baked in the sun and ready to eat

Your stains form your personality

Fuck the yellow brick road

Let’s follow the tie dye streaks

Meeting you guys was my biggest feat

Desire ate me like a wolfmother lunging from the trees

I was lil red, trying to pretend I was free

Your love is unique

And it doesn’t derive from need

It’s even better

BecUse for once

There’s people that want me

I’ve always loved rain like when the day I was a spirit came, it’d be kind of the same

But inverted so going the other ways

Crystals to sky, because eventually all the reality’s change

You ignite inspiration in my brain

My love for you is like a planet with no pollution

I promise to forever sustain

It doesn’t have to be a long dialog, doesn’t have to be a full script

Conversing through creation befalls true bliss

A blanket lingering like mist

Brothers together, changing like a chameleons skin

Everyone has a spiral within

Follow it around and realize that the cage of sheets is truly thin

We wear our novels like tattoos on our skin

I’ve always loved rain like when the day I was a spirit came, it’d be kind of the same

But inverted so going the other ways

Crystals to sky, because eventually all the reality’s change

You ignite inspiration in my brain

My love for you is like a planet with no pollution

I promise to forever sustain

I know you seek freedom from life’s great risks

But for the change you wish

Look inside and realize you are the key and the lock

The risk your gift

To The Future Blue 💙

You know, one time you woke up bleary eyed, and he said that the meaning of your name didn’t begin to describe the light that opening your eyes brought to the world.

You know, the first time he came over, your first interaction was him lifting a guitar and watermelon Jack Daniels and you lifting a wii remote and sleemans.

You know, one time before sex, he asked you to put on a rick and morty sweater. Not only did you do it, but you made a dance out of it too.

You know, one time you gave up your dream, because someone else had the same one, and the look in their eyes was defeated whenever you got a compliment instead of them. Now their well on their way to that dream.

You know, one time while you were working, you yelled in front of all the customers to your manager “I only take a shit when I’m getting payed for it!”.

You know, one time someone called you crude. So you giggled and burped in their face.

You know, one time you made an elderly lady laugh, because you convinced her that you’d turn all the workers of a bakery, into an orchestra that would take the world by storm.

You know, everytime you preached to no one and everyone, someone was listening.

You know, when a taller Daniel Radcliffe came into your work and you swooned, he swooned a bit too.

Did you know that even if they blame you, it doesn’t mean that it’s your fault.

Did you know that even though you weren’t loved when you needed to be, doesn’t mean that others won’t love you after.

Did you know ? Everytime you pushed them away, there was always someone that kept trying.

Did you realize ?? That through all those walls, someone still always slipped through ?

Did you know ??? That everytime you wanted to die and didn’t allow yourself, it was the universe telling you that you were meant for something more.

Did you know ? I love you.

I loved you yesterday, I love you today, and I will love you when you find this hidden in a dusty old notebook years from now.

Now, did you know ¿ That even though you couldn’t believe it, they love you too.

So when you read this, tell someone you love them. Because saying it, will never make you weak.

Did you know ? Love is stronger than anything?

Did you know ? You’ve always been capable of love, and love, you will always have.

~Blue

¿ Déjà Vu Who ¿

Reality, after reality, they loop endlessly/

Dancing down the line with that consistency/

A flow of people, with a thought weighing their minds.

I close my eyes, and imagine myself in each different reality/

Often simple changes, caused by small activities/

Like what I had eaten that day.

But sometimes it’s more all consuming/

and it almost begins to feel degrading/

Because suddenly, I’m living a completely new life.

I imagine that déjà vu is caused by my reality’s self shifting/

Realizing, that slowly, things continue changing/

Brushing close to another reality’s me, because we’re wandering down similar paths.

Or maybe it’s something completely different, like a similar memory/

From a past life, or even an old movie/

Or just simply, past me feeling myself doing what future me has already done

Joyful Simpleton X Tortured Genius

My lenses bear the scratches of my past, dreaming of their removal.

Seeing my eyes glisten, free at last to see clearly the life that I’ve made.

To appreciate fully what I’ve been given & what I gave.

To show through my eyes what I’m not willing to say.

“I love you X I hate you”

The horrid days that refuse to leave me sane.

But I know! One day my dream will come to pass.

My happiness won’t be questioned by self. I am me, and I am happy, & that is fact.

Sometimes I may forget myself & lose all tact, but to be the joyful simpleton itself is the greatest of acts.